March 22, 2020
I originally gave this message in March 2013.  But while travelling in the USA this month I had a dream on March 15, 2020 that brought this message back to the surface.

As we know there is a global pandemic of the Coronavirus 19.  I had this dream before all the nations began requiring quarantines.

The Dream:  In my dream I had traveled through neighborhoods and houses. I saw a couple pick up a piece of wood.  About a foot long 2 x 4.  A man and a woman both picked up this wood and went inside a house and shut the door.  I also saw on top of the house some hay.  Then as the dream unfolded all the houses burned to the foundation except the house the couple entered.  I understood that everything that was not built upon the rock of God and was built with wood, hay and stubble would be burned in this trial.

I would like to encourage people in this season where there is a forced stop on our activities to be a time of introspection and repentance.  Many of the things we have built in our lives were fleshly and carnal.  God may have not caused this plague but He had allowed it to be used to get our attention.  We as a body of Christ have to be set ablaze once again.  We have been busy doing ministry or works and have failed to enter the Presence of God and seek His face.  Ministry has been all about us and not about God.  We are here to fulfill His purposes on earth.  He is not a magic genie at our beck and call to serve us.  We are called to serve Him.  

I have been outside of the USA for about 5 years now.  During my time in the USA I was very aware of how there was everything available to pamper the flesh.  So many stores and businesses to meet every need you could have. Those these things are nice and a convenience they had a great pull on the flesh and it's needs.  Whatever you wanted it was there. Having lived abroad I had to give up a lot of these thing a while ago.   It wasn't until I returned to the USA that I really saw how seductive these things are.  When you have these things around you all the time you don't really think much about it.  Now these are the very things that are under fire during this trial.  

Also, the need to go, go, go.  While being on the forced quarantine I encourage you to take some quiet time and get back to hearing God.  Shut off the TV and the radio and be still.   Don't worry about the bills, what you will eat or what you will wear.  God said He knows you have need of these things.  Get back to walking in faith.  Pray in the Holy Spirit and rise above the chaos and get into Heaven's atmosphere.  It's there you will find the peace you need to weather this storm.

The things we do by the instruction of the Lord will stand.  Everything else we do will be burned up in the fire.

When was the last time you actually prayed without asking God for anything?  You prayed simply because you wanted the Presence of God?  God knows how to get our attention and I hope He is getting all of our attention so we can get back to our first love.

God is our anchor in this storm.  He will make a way where there seems to be no way.  He is our Help.  He is our Provision. He is our Healer.   Do NOT Fear.  Psalm 91 says NO Plague or Pestilence shall come near our house.  We must believe the truth of God's word if we want to see it manifested in our lives.  

As we all know things are changing all around us at a rapid pace.  Heaven is active as the final chapters of this cycle of events is fulfilled. 

Jesus will be returning in His people before He returns for His people.  It is an incredible time to be here on earth.  We will have opportunities to demonstrate the Kingdom of God like never before.  We must be Bold and Courageous in this time.  We must stand, un-moveable, fixed and stay passionate for the things God is passionate about.  Firstly, souls.  Our objective must be to set the captives free and liberate them from darkness.  To do this we must be able to hear God.  We must live and move and have our being in Him.  I'm seeing a world that is calling good evil and evil good.  We must not compromise.  We do not have to be hateful but we do not have to co-operate with sin.  The love of God in us should be compelling us to bring people into the Kingdom of God, regardless of personal persecution.  We must demonstrate God's presence, His love.  There is only one way to do that, we must spend time in HIs presence.

In this season is not enough for us to say "we" know Jesus.  What is most important is; does He know us?

Mat 7:21 Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven.

Mat 7:22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works?

Mat 7:23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

For Jesus to Know us we must spend time with Him.  Would He pick you out of a line up and say, " You, Mary, you're mine."  Or would He pass you by; or worse yet say, "Depart from me".

The Lord has been revealing many things to me but has not released me to share much.  Yes, bad things are happening and about to get much worse.  They are happening to good and bad people alike.  Our current administration does not have the American public in their best interest.  There is propaganda being pushed.  Lies are being printed as though they are truth.  Our liberties are being undermined and taken from us as we stand by and watch.  Racial wars are being instigated.  The true hearts of people are being exposed...wickedness.  We are being tested with these "supposed outbreaks of violence".  This is a complete manipulation of people and their emotions; additionally it is a test of our response to the national guard.  The break down and the attack of the authority or police departments is only to bring in military controls.  Infiltration of our schools by un-godly and immoral practices without the knowledge of parents is to turn the children against the parents.  We as Christians have failed in this.  Unfortunately, the racial wars are in the hearts of the people in the "church".  When we truly live in the Kingdom of God there is no race.  We are children of the "Light".  The fact is "everyone" has an agenda.  What's yours?  What's mine?  Propaganda now playing bully against Israel.  Will be continue to fall for these lies?  Are we so blind that we do not see what is being done?  If we do see what are we doing about it?  Groups are coming together to promote all types of wicked agendas, can't God's people come together to promote righteousness?

God's people have been under such attack that they have had to leave their God-assigned post to "earn" their bread.  Their prayers have been consumed with need instead of the agenda of Heaven. 

Is it too late?  For some things, I believe it is.  It is important that we get right with God, immediately.  The time for extended "inner healing" may have past.  It's time to get in rank and file and move.  The battle is on.  We are at war.  We are not waiting; it has already begun.  We must begin to cry out for our King to come!

We must inquire daily of the Lord for His instructions.  Then we must perform them.  There can be no delay.

Rev 3:10 Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation, which shall come upon all the world, to try them that dwell upon the earth.

Have you kept His word of patience? Does He "Know" you?  Do you hear and obey "His" voice.  These are the important things we should be focusing on in this season.  Are you doing what He has told you to do or are you still stubbornly resisting Him?  The time for saying, "Well, I know God wants me to do this but..." are over.  That, plain and simple is called REBELLION or DISOBEDIENCE.

He will keep His.  Can you say you are His?  Do you live for Him?  Do you live to do His will?  Do you KNOW Him?  Are you still trying to reason things out with your brain?  Are you moving with the crowd instead of His Spirit?  The Sons of God are lead by His Spirit; not prodded, pulled or pushed.  Lead.

"The Kingdom of God suffers violence and the violent take it by force!"  We must "rise up" in the Spirit and war! 

Pay attention!  Meditate on these scriptures.  ARE YOU READY?

Mat 24:1 And Jesus went out, and departed from the temple: and his disciples came to him for to shew him the buildings of the temple.

Mat 24:2 And Jesus said unto them, See ye not all these things? verily I say unto you, There shall not be left here one stone upon another, that shall not be thrown down.

Mat 24:3 And as he sat upon the mount of Olives, the disciples came unto him privately, saying, Tell us, when shall these things be? and what shall be the sign of thy coming, and of the end of the world?

Mat 24:4 And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you.

Mat 24:5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many.

Mat 24:6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet.

Mat 24:7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.

Mat 24:8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.

Mat 24:9 Then shall they deliver you up to be afflicted, and shall kill you: and ye shall be hated of all nations for my name's sake.

Mat 24:10 And then shall many be offended, and shall betray one another, and shall hate one another.

Mat 24:11 And many false prophets shall rise, and shall deceive many.

Mat 24:12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.

Mat 24:13 But he that shall endure unto the end, the same shall be saved.

Mat 24:14 And this gospel of the kingdom shall be preached in all the world for a witness unto all nations; and then shall the end come.

Mat 24:15 When ye therefore shall see the abomination of desolation, spoken of by Daniel the prophet, stand in the holy place, (whoso readeth, let him understand:)

Mat 24:16 Then let them which be in Judaea flee into the mountains:

Mat 24:17 Let him which is on the housetop not come down to take any thing out of his house:

Mat 24:18 Neither let him which is in the field return back to take his clothes.

Mat 24:19 And woe unto them that are with child, and to them that give suck in those days!

Mat 24:20 But pray ye that your flight be not in the winter, neither on the sabbath day:

Mat 24:21 For then shall be great tribulation, such as was not since the beginning of the world to this time, no, nor ever shall be.

Mat 24:22 And except those days should be shortened, there should no flesh be saved: but for the elect's sake those days shall be shortened.

Mat 24:23 Then if any man shall say unto you, Lo, here is Christ, or there; believe it not.

Mat 24:24 For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall shew great signs and wonders; insomuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect.

Mat 24:25 Behold, I have told you before.

Mat 24:26 Wherefore if they shall say unto you, Behold, he is in the desert; go not forth: behold, he is in the secret chambers; believe it not.

Mat 24:27 For as the lightning cometh out of the east, and shineth even unto the west; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

Mat 24:28 For wheresoever the carcase is, there will the eagles be gathered together.

Mat 24:29 Immediately after the tribulation of those days shall the sun be darkened, and the moon shall not give her light, and the stars shall fall from heaven, and the powers of the heavens shall be shaken:

Mat 24:30 And then shall appear the sign of the Son of man in heaven: and then shall all the tribes of the earth mourn, and they shall see the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory.

Mat 24:31 And he shall send his angels with a great sound of a trumpet, and they shall gather together his elect from the four winds, from one end of heaven to the other.

Mat 24:32 Now learn a parable of the fig tree; When his branch is yet tender, and putteth forth leaves, ye know that summer is nigh:

Mat 24:33 So likewise ye, when ye shall see all these things, know that it is near, even at the doors.

Mat 24:34 Verily I say unto you, This generation shall not pass, till all these things be fulfilled.

Mat 24:35 Heaven and earth shall pass away, but my words shall not pass away.

Mat 24:36 But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.

Mat 24:37 But as the days of Noe were, so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

Mat 24:38 For as in the days that were before the flood they were eating and drinking, marrying and giving in marriage, until the day that Noe entered into the ark,

Mat 24:39 And knew not until the flood came, and took them all away; so shall also the coming of the Son of man be.

Mat 24:40 Then shall two be in the field; the one shall be taken, and the other left.

Mat 24:41 Two women shall be grinding at the mill; the one shall be taken, and the other left.

Mat 24:42 Watch therefore: for ye know not what hour your Lord doth come.

Mat 24:43 But know this, that if the goodman of the house had known in what watch the thief would come, he would have watched, and would not have suffered his house to be broken up.

Mat 24:44 Therefore be ye also ready: for in such an hour as ye think not the Son of man cometh.

Mat 24:45 Who then is a faithful and wise servant, whom his lord hath made ruler over his household, to give them meat in due season?

Mat 24:46 Blessed is that servant, whom his lord when he cometh shall find so doing.

Mat 24:47 Verily I say unto you, That he shall make him ruler over all his goods.

Mat 24:48 But and if that evil servant shall say in his heart, My lord delayeth his coming;

Mat 24:49 And shall begin to smite his fellowservants, and to eat and drink with the drunken;

Mat 24:50 The lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him, and in an hour that he is not aware of,

Mat 24:51 And shall cut him asunder, and appoint him his portion with the hypocrites: there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.

Sunday the Lord took me on a road trip.  He led me to visit two different churches, one in the morning and one in the
evening.

Both of these churches love Jesus.  But it was very obvious that important information and revelation that the Holy Spirit has already released to the Church was missing.  It has also been missing in other churches the Lord has also had me visit.

Why is there such a disparity between the different parts of the body?  Why is it, they may have one little revelation and build a whole cultural doctrine around it?

Why is it that they all conform to the same image in their church group or there pastor, but are not truly conforming to the image of Christ?

How is it that we can be students of the Word of God and miss key information that He is now releasing to us?

During my adventure I was greeted by loving people, that is until you question them on their doctrine. 
 
There is a blanket that covers the people.  It is demonic in nature.  As long as the people don't try to break out of this blanket the devil leaves them alone.  He may give them a little warfare to make them feel like they are doing something, but that is mostly for his entertainment.  He watches and laughs.  You foolish Christians.  You don't even know who you are.  In your little box, your little world.  What should be obvious is not even visible because of the delusion and ignorance we choose to walk in. 

The church chooses to focus on certain scriptures because it will make man feel important.  Yet, there is  no power, no miracles.  The very function of the Holy Spirit in the church has been  relegated to certain duties as though you can put God in a box.  Show up here when we sing this certain song or pray this certain prayer.  We don't need your anointing to draw the people, we can go advertise and create events that will draw people.  We don't need to believe God to bring in the resources, we'll just have another bake sale, chicken-q or yard sale.  Let's just merchandise the people so we can get our needs met. 

The church has failed to go to God for their instructions.  They do what they do out of habit.  It worked 20 year ago so it must work now.  Or God gave instructions to hold a bake sale 1 time for 1 event and now it's become a habit.  The church is being run as a business instead of a representation of the Kingdom of God.  We preach the message “believe” God, yet the majority of the church doesn't know what that means.  They don't know how to let God build HIS house.

Except the LORD build the house, they labour in vain that build it:  Ps 127:1

Heaven is my throne, and earth is my footstool: what house will ye build me? saith the Lord: or what is the place of my rest?  Acts 7:49

Are we so vain to believe that we can build God's house?  Do we really believe we can make it happen?  You might say no.  Yet, everyday you struggle to figure out a new gimmick to keep your church afloat you are doing just that.  How much money do you think you can pump out of the people that attend your church?  What if God called you to pastor homeless and penniless people?  Are you going to pump them for your needs?  Will you quit or not do it at all?  Will you go beg money from other resources?  Do you believe God truly called you to this task?  If you do, trust Him to provide for it.   There has been a great deception in the body of Christ.  It is insidious.  It is undermining.  It is stopping the move of the Holy Spirit.  We are so insensitive to the presence of the Holy Spirit we have failed to notice He is not even showing up to our meetings. 

We say we are preaching the word yet we are failing to be “doers” of the word.

I have seen manipulating by the worship teams.  They know how to lull people into the mood they want.  I have seen times when the people were not entering in to the worship and the leader go back and play nostalgic songs just to manipulate the people in.  Why do they have to manipulate people?  It's because they are not pressing into God to have the anointing to release to them.  They are not taking serious the privilege and the responsibility they have been given by God to lead His people into His presence.  It's just a gig.

Manipulate into giving, manipulate into doing, manipulate, manipulate, manipulate.

I want a new truck, manipulate.  I need to pay this bill, manipulate.  We need a shed, manipulate.   I want to expand the building, manipulate.  I'm supposed to be on T.V., manipulate.  On and on it goes.  Sincerely presenting something is not a manipulation.  It's how it's presented and the motives behind it and if it's God-led or not.

 What happened to believing God?  What happened to waiting on the Lord?  Do we actually think that we need to help God?  If God wants us to do something He is more than able to bring everything we need to do it to us.  The problem is we are not willing to wait for Him to do it and/or we think we know what He wants us to do when He actually has a different interpretation to the instruction He gave than that which we understood.  Surprisingly, God doesn't need us to help Him.  He needs us to obey Him and be in position to receive what He gives to us.  When God brings things to us we don't have to strive to maintain it or keep it.  That is His responsiblity.  If we do it, then we have to take care of it all.

Over and over again, I have seen God doing a house cleaning.  Churches are being closed down.  Pastors or I should say people who call themselves pastors and are not.  Don't have the first clue about what is going on in the lives of the people they are to “serve”.  Yes I said it.  They are supposed to be “serving” the people.  Not the other way around.  Strutting around as though they are above the“lay people”.    What is worse, they have taught the people that this is God's order!  So the people unwittingly submit to this abuse. The Lord rebukes these pastors who mistreat HIS sheep.

Jer 23:1 Woe be unto the pastors that destroy and scatter the sheep of my pasture! saith the LORD. 
Jer 23:2 Therefore thus saith the LORD God of Israel against the pastors that feed my people; Ye have scattered my flock, and driven them away, and have not visited them: behold, I will visit upon you the evil of your doings, saith the LORD. 
Jer 23:3 And I will gather the remnant of my flock out of all countries whither I have driven them, and will bring them again to their folds; and they shall be fruitful and increase. 
Jer 23:4 And I will set up shepherds over them which shall feed them: and they shall fear no more, nor be dismayed, neither shall they be lacking, saith the LORD.

If you have been misled and have been one of those deceived, self-centered “pastors”....REPENT!  While you still can.  Ask God to forgive you for destroying the sheep of His pasture.  Ask for His forgiveness that you may yet be able to become a true pastor.  If your not called to be a pastor don't call yourself one.  You can be a part of the five-fold ministry and not be a pastor. 

Pastors, pay attention to the people that God is sending into your congregations.  Some of them are being sent there by God and carrying His judgment with them.  What do I mean?  God is sending His true prophets into His house.  They may never say a word.  They may never pray a prayer.  But they walk in the Presence of God.  When they come in, they come in to see.  They may present an opportunity to you.  They may introduce a revelation to you.  They may not fit your mold of what a prophet is.  None the less, they are sent by God.  Pay attention.  Go to God immediately if they bring something to your attention.  Check it out with God.  

How often do we as leaders make off the cuff decisions or statements based on knowledge and not because the Holy Spirit led us that way?

As leaders, we must remain flexible and pliable in the hands of the Holy Spirit.  We must be willing to pack up and move with the cloud.  We may have gotten comfortable being camped out by the pillar of fire but when God moves on and you decide to stay all you have is a camp and no fire.

Here is something else that I saw on my journey.  I went into a church where the women don't wear makeup.   They feel it makes them more holy.  Yet, at the same time, they wear stiletto shoes, fishnet stockings and skin tight dresses.  Hello, am I the only one who sees the hypocrisy here?  Holiness comes from the inside out. If you like to dress nice, wear makeup or not that should be a personal decision.  When the Holy Spirit is leading us it should be appropriate and modest. Here's what Jesus had to say about taking certain things to extremes.

Mat 23:24Ye blind guides, which strain at a gnat, and swallow a camel.
 
So I ask again.  How do we as the body of Christ come into the same Truth?

RELATIONSHIP with Jesus, the Holy Spirit and the Father.  There is only one way.  We must spend time with Him.  More than 5 or 10 minutes a day or week.  How can you take on the mind of Christ when you don't spend time talking to Him to find out what He means when He says things in His word?

The congregation also has the same responsibility as the leaders to have a relationship the Jesus.  As individuals we must be able to hear God and discern His voice for ourselves.  People can make mistakes.  Just because Pastor “So & So” says something doesn't make it Truth.  You are to take what He says to the Lord to confirm whether it is Truth.  There is a lot of things being said and taught that is not the Lord at all.  If you are truly the Lords then you will know if what is being said is from Him or not.  When you stand before the Lord your pastor won't be standing there with you.  It will be just You and God.

Joh_10:27 My sheep hear my voice, and I know them, and they follow me:

I was in a discussion the other day with a Pastor.  Every response he gave in the discussion was natural, horizontal.  I was trying to talk to him on a spiritual level and he wasn't able to hear me.  He was not spiritual.  He was carnal.  Yet, these are the kind of pastors leading some of God's sheep.  

Please don't misunderstand me.  I am not trying to bash pastors or the church.  I am addressing a real problem that exist.

Gal_6:1 Brethren, if a man be overtaken in a fault, ye which are spiritual, restore such an one in the spirit of meekness; considering thyself, lest thou also be tempted.
1Co_14:37 If any man think himself to be a prophet, or spiritual, let him acknowledge that the things that I write unto you are the commandments of the Lord. 

We have a responsibility to hear God's voice no matter who God is using to do the speaking, man, woman, child or donkey (Num 22:27).

What is the solution?  We must pray and ask the Spirit of Truth to inhabit His church once again.  That the Spirit of Truth would be poured into the body of Christ corporately and individually and drive out the spirit of error.  Also, that a hunger to know God, His Word, His Presence would come back to the body of Christ once again.  A pricking of the heart.  A stirring of the Spirit.  A tarrying at the altar of God.
 
Joh_14:17 Even the Spirit of truth; whom the world cannot receive, because it seeth him not, neither knoweth him: but ye know him; for he dwelleth with you, and shall be in you
Joh_16:13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
 
1Jn_4:6 We are of God: he that knoweth God heareth us; he that is not of God heareth not us. Hereby know we the spirit of truth, and the spirit of error.
 
CAN YOU HEAR ME?




Cherie Sheridan
11/12/2012
 http://www.ontrackrestorationproject.info


 

Today's society promotes rebellion against those in leadership.  It codles the immature and makes excuses for wrong behavior.  This is completely contrary to the word of the Lord.  In Ephesians chapter 6, Paul addresses this in telling
children to obey their parents in the Lord.  This does not only address our natural parents but it also addresses our spiritual parents.  Those that God has raised up to speak into our lives.  These are the ones we usually steam roll over first when issues start arising in our lives.  We might even blame them or
falsely accuses them of being hard or not loving.  

Eph 6:1 Children, obey your parents in the Lord: for this is right. 
Eph 6:2 Honour thy father and mother; (which is the first commandment with promise;)
Eph 6:3 That it may be well with thee, and thou mayest live long on the earth. 

You might say Paul was addressing children.  If so, who was John addressing in 1John?

1Jn 2:12 I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you for his name's sake. I write unto you, fathers, because ye have known him that is from the beginning. I write unto you, young men, because ye have overcome the wicked one. I write unto you, little children, because ye have known the Father.
1Jn 2:13 Here John is addressing 3 different stages of spiritual growth.  Fathers/Mothers, young men and little children.

What is your spiritual growth?  You can judge that for yourself by your behavior.

God is not pleased when we dishonour our spiritual leaders.  Behind the scenes true spiritual parents are travailing for your soul.  They, like natural parents, desire to see you to come to your full potential.  They can be hard at times, but it's for our benefit and growth.  God chastens those who He loves. 

Paul was a Father in the Lord.  I wonder how we would respond to his chastening today.   He rebuked them in Hebrews pretty sternly.

Heb 5:12 For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which be the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat. 
Heb 5:13 For every one that useth milk is  unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe. 
Heb 5:14 But strong meat belongeth to them that are of full age, even those who by reason of use have their senses exercised to discern both good and evil. 

It is a priviledge and an honour to serve the Lord in any capacity.  When God presents an opportunity for us to walk in a place of leadership and training; He's the one presenting it!  Not man.  Why do we dishonour the man or woman that
God has placed in position to prepare us for our calling?  When we dishonour God's leaders, we dishonour God.

We have to grasp the idea that we are in this world but not of it.  We are in the Army of God.  It is not play time now.  You don't get to decide you don't want to do what God has assigned you to at this stage of the game.  People will live or die based upon our obedience to the Lord.  Do you want to stand before God having Him praise you for your obedience and faithfulness or judge you for how you disobeyed Him, by disobeying those He sent to you?

We need to "snapp out" of this earthly mindset and take on an eternal mindset and get in order and get in our positions.

God says in Psalms 133 that He will command the blessing if we walk in unity.  The opposite of that is the curse when we walk in disunity.

Psa 133:1 A Song of degrees of David.
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity! 
Psa 133:2 It is like the precious ointment upon the head, that ran down upon the beard, even Aaron's beard: that went down to the skirts of his garments; 
Psa 133:3 and as the dew that descended upon the mountains of Zion: for there the LORD commanded the blessing,
even life for evermore. 

When we see the humanity of our spiritual leaders we must be careful not to allow ourselves to become familiar with them.  They have paid a great price to walk in the authority and the calling they walk in.  We must always honour the
anointing that God has placed upon them.  In advertently we can be bringing God's discipline upon us for mishandling our leaders.

What should we do if we have acted wrongly to those God has placed in our lives?  Repent to God, and ask forgiveness of our leaders. 

Gal 4:19 My little children, of whom I travail in birth again until Christ be formed in you,
Gal 4:20 I desire to be present with you now, and to change my voice; for I stand in doubt of you

One more note.  When we are in a season of deliverance and healing, things will be manifesting in us to get us to turn against those whom God is using to help us.  By things, I mean, the stuff in you that doesn't want to go.  Press into God during these times.  The seasons of deliverance can be quick when we work with the Holy Spirit and those God is using.  The demonic forces will tell you things to try to stop your healing and deliverance, don't fall for their trap.


Blessings